playing adult
i moved in on
Wednesday... and I have a really good reason for not
updating- I have no internet right at the moment. I
am waiting for the tech guy at my apartment to get me
all set up. Very frustrating to be cut off from that-
i'm at my aunt and uncle's house- eating their food
and using their internet service... HUGE blessing!!
Fabulous- wonderful blessing. I feel so alone without
internet. It's that horrible?!
Anyway... I have my own apartment. I'm cooking my
meals and cleaning up after everything I do... I'm
grocery shopping and job searching... riding mass
transportation... and I really feel like I'm playing
adult. I'm going to wake up in a couple weeks and
realize its not a game. The nerves and stress and
excitement and fear is driving me nuts. Absolutely
nuts... I'm glad to be able to relax at my aunt's
house for a little bit.
I wish I could talk more... I really do. As soon as I
get internet in my apartment I will write a lot
more... but I must go.
much love,
Kynley Michal
PS- I POSTED PICS!!!
It is to a man's honor to avoid strife, but every
fool is quick to quarrel.
Proverbs
20:3
meet new bob
anyway... I started really packing today. I put all my books in a box, and I wrapped up all my pictures in their frames... I started to take down my posters... and put up all my sister's stuffed animals on the empty shelves my books and picture frames left behind... It's really helping the feeling that I know I'm going to be moving out and moving on. It was a sad feeling... but it also helped with the excitement.
wow... things are happening fast. I got my class schedule yesterday... and I filled up my calendar with my schedule. Thursday and Friday I have no class. I have a morning class on Monday (7:30 to 11:30) and a afternoon class (12:30 to 4:30)... then I have a afternoon class on Tuesday.... and then a afternoon class on Wednesday and a night class (6:00 to 10:00).
I leave in one week- seven days.
much love,
Kynley Michal
Therefore, in the present
case I advise you: Leave these men alone! Let them
go! For if their purpose or activity is of human
origin, it will fail. But if it is from God, you will
not be able to stop these men; you will only find
yourselves fighting against God.
Acts
5:38-39
brown and cream
Oh! you know what... I think this is the first time I've mentioned my brother's girlfriend. : ) Sami or Samantha, preferably Sami. I like her immensely. She is an adorable red head that my brother met at camp, and she lives in town. It is pretty fun to watch my brother around her... he's so whipped. It cracks me up. AND the best part is that he admits it and isn't not embarrassed about it at all. : ) sooo cute (and absolutely hysterical.)
much love,
Kynley Michal
For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 6:23
thrilled
ooooh... I got my new
computer yesterday. I'm rather giddy with
excitement... : ) Can you blame me? I have a MacBook
Pro now! Heck, I will be honest and say it is not a
"brand new" computer. No... my mother got that one
and I got her (not very old) MacBook Pro. Am I
complaining? oh you can bet not!
I'm thrilled. thrilled. thrilled.
*sigh* I just wanted to let you all know! *sheepish
grin* mercy...
Other than a new computer I have no incredible news
to share... so I won't bore you. I'll post again,
promise.
Much love,
Kynley
Michal
The LORD
is near to all who call on him, to all who call on
him in truth. He fulfills the desires of those who
fear him; he hears their cry and saves them.
Psalm 145:18-19
instants
oooh... I'm so sorry. can
you picture me with my flaming red face buried in my
hands? I'm so sorry I haven't updated in.... forever
it seems. I'm going to apologize one last time and
try to move on from this horrible thing I've done.
I'm so sorry.
well, I leave for college in roughly three weeks. I
am really excited, but the nerves are building up. I
always get nervous and scared when things change....
I can get really worried about the unknown. *deep
sigh* but I'm still super excited. I mean I'm moving
into an apartment... not a dorm room, but an
apartment. That is very exciting. and my roommate is
a sweetheart, she makes me smile. She is more excited
I think than I am about having an apartment of our
own. She's been planning and decorating all summer.
... the most mind boggling thing about this is trying
to wrap my mind around the fact that... I'm moving
out of my parents house- things will never be the
same again. my parent's house will never completely
be the place I "live" anymore. That has been a gut
wrenching feeling. I love my family and can't
completely picture myself as not always being with
them. I know that this change is going to be tough-
but I truly think I'm ready to do this. I know that I
must keep moving forward... and moving forward means
taking this step. *deep breath* it's going to be a
leap of faith- I want to walk by faith down this path
that God has laid before me.
and as President Lincoln said... (I'm paraphrasing
mind you, just know I didn't think this up all by
myself) the great thing about the future is that it
only comes one day at a time. I think I can handle
that.
Other than thinking a lot about moving out and moving
on... I've been quite busy. I designed the senior
board for my class that will hang in the cafetorium
(i know weird word, but that's what they call it at
school). ten hours roughly of work... maybe more. It
was a big job, but it was an incredible feeling of
accomplishment when I was done with it.
I've also had a couple odd jobs here and there.... at
the high school and at the scrapbook store in town.
plus, we've been at camp and vacationing in Michigan.
. . lol... plus shopping with my roommate and
building up the excitement as we plan.
... I've also been distracted by other things... not
things, people. It has been a earth shaking couple of
weeks. My cousin was diagnosed with melanoma... and
had brain surgery. She is so dear to me... I love her
so much. I'm scared, so scared.
last week I found out that a friend I knew well in
middle school and my freshman and sophomore year... I
found out he died in a car accident. just like
that... gone.
never have I been more aware that every breath I take
is a gift from God... every breath that he gives to
the ones I love dearly are gifts from God- but he
could call anyone home at any time... in an instant.
an instant... that's all it takes.
much love,
Kynley Michal
May the Lord direct your hearts into God's love and
Christ's perseverance.
2
Thessalonians 3:5